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Sparse vegetation in the gypsum dunes of White Sands National Monument: photo by Daniel Schwen, 4 April 2004
The somnambulist is asking the moon what it is doing up in the sky, a white hole in the deep eternal blue, so early in the morning.
The
moon says nothing. The day passes, and then again, flung up over it, the great sky canopy:
millions of mutely witnessing desert stars. That part of the story never changes. It comes on
swiftly yet stealthily, in the
same way it does every night.
Lingering in the tall grass, a deceptive sense of animal presence. A buzzing sound.
The mountains of quartz and broken glass appear to tremble, mirage-like, filling the air with a distant shimmer.
Ciudad Juárez at dusk looking west toward Misión de Nuestra Señora de Guadalupe: photo by Daniel Schwen, 3 April 2004
All the houses in this border town, and all the dreams dreamt inside these houses,
become identical when darkness falls over the desert.
He remembers again: I always dream the same dream at the same time.
The somnambulist walks
through the sagebrush beyond the edge of
the border town, then back again; darkness of the arroyo; time passing; gravel
crackling under foot, then silence.
Military personnel at White Sands National Monument: photo by Daniel Schwen, 4 April 2004
dreams extend in the desert silence.
ReplyDeleteBoundaries shift endlessly
dunes crystal from mountains
she was a million dollar dog
on America's Got Talent
all dog not one part cat
even in the shade
more shade than cat.
knowing this I view the coyote
the leopard the sage
long extended lines of words
barely on the edge of understanding
ankle deep the walking slow
the goal tipped onto its side
just a sliver so beautiful bright.
"Mountains of quartz...shimmer"
ReplyDeletejust like in Shangri-La
the sage a startling color
when viewed this way
city and people not exactly
matching
more like ideas
pass in the shimmer
quartzy dusty sage.
The mummy woke up and looked into the dictionary. Suddenly, the past, everything made sense:
ReplyDeleteSOMNAMBULISM, med. juris. Sleep walking.
2. This is sometimes an inferior species of insanity, the patient being unconscious of what he is doing. A case is mentioned of a monk who was remarkable for simplicity, candor and probity, while awake, but who during his sleep in the night, would steal, rob, and even plunder the dead. Another case is related of a pious clergyman, who during his sleep, would plunder even his own church. And a case occurred in Maine, where the somnambulist attempted to hang himself, but fortunately tied the rope to his feet, instead of his neck. Ray. Med. Jur. Sec. 294.
3. It is evident, that if an act should be done by a sleep walker, while totally unconscious of his act, he would not be liable to punishment, because the intention (q.v.) and will (q.v.) would be wanting. Take, for example, the following singular case: A monk late one evening, in the presence of the prior of the convent, while in a state of somnambulism, entered the room of the prior, his eyes open but fixed, his features contracted into a frown, and with a knife in his hand. He walked straight up to the bed, as if to ascertain if the prior were there, and then gave three stabs, which penetrated the bed clothes, and a mat which served for the purpose of a mattress; he returned. with an air of satisfaction, and his features relaxed. On being questioned the next day by the prior as to what he had dreamed the preceding night, the monk confessed he had dreamed that his mother had been murdered by the prior, and that her spirit had appeared to him and cried for vengeance, that he was transported with fury at the sight, and ran directly to stab the assassin; that shortly after be awoke covered with perspiration, and rejoiced to find it was only a dream. Georget, Des Maladies Mentales, 127.
4. A similar case occurred in England, in the last century. Two persons, who had been hunting in the day, slept together at night; one of them was renewing the chase in his dream, and, imagining himself present at the death of the stag, cried out aloud, "I'll kill him! I'll kill him!" The other, awakened by the noise, got out of bed, and, by the light of the moon, saw the sleeper give several deadly stabs, with a knife, on the part of the bed his companion had just quitted. Harvey's Meditations on the Night, note 35; Guy, Med. Jur. 265.
A Law Dictionary, Adapted to the Constitution and Laws of the United States. By John Bouvier. Published 1856
beautiful words and photos...I feel the transitory and the lasting here......love the word "lingering" I think that I understand it better in english...:)
ReplyDeleteInferior species
ReplyDeleteidentical dream
meditate with me
awhile as brother sister
monks do
before the terrible night
before the excusable dream.
An alibi for every occasion is the sleepwalker's dream.
ReplyDeleteUngaretti: Sleepwalkers
Exactly so.
ReplyDeleteYour thoughts my thoughts.
Whole days and nights of
white on white, white
against blue.
I look for something,
anything
to hold onto.
I breathe.
A bird cries
in the tall trees,
moving.
Meditations on night,
on dreams and time,
connect to everything.
In silence is truth.
Exactamente así.
But was it a dream after all?
ReplyDelete“Toda vida, le dijo esa noche Epifanio a Lalo Cura, por más feliz que sea, acaba siempre en dolor y sufrimiento. Depende, dijo Lalo Cura. ¿Depende de qué, buey? De muchas cosas, dijo Lalo Cura. Si te pegan un balazo en la nuca, por ejemplo, y el pinche asesino se acerca sin que lo escuches, te vas al otro mundo sin dolor y sin sufrimiento. Pinche escuincle, dijo Epifanio. ¿A ti han pegado muchos tiros en la nuca?”
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“Todo pasaba por el filtro de las palabras, convenientemente adecuado a nuestro miedo. ¿Qué hace un niño cuando tiene miedo? Cierra los ojos. ¿Qué hace un niño al que van a violar y luego matar? Cierra los ojos. Y también grita, pero primero cierra los ojos. Las palabras servían para ese fin. Y es curioso, pues todos los arquetipos de la locura y la crueldad humana no han sido inventados por los hombres de esta época sino por nuestros antepasados. Los griegos inventaron, por decirlo de alguna manera, el mal, vieron el mal que todos llevamos dentro, pero los testimonios o las pruebas de ese mal ya no nos conmueven, nos parecen futiles, ininteligibles... Durante la Comuna de 1871 murieron asesinadas miles de personas y nadie derramó una lágrima por ellas. Por esa misma fecha un afilador de cuchillos mató a una mujer y a su anciana madre (no a la madre de la mujer, sino a su propria madre, querido amigo) y luego fue abatido por la policía. La noticia no sólo recorrió los periódicos de Francia sino que también fue reseñada en otros periódicos de Europa.”
-- R. Bolaño, 2666 (2004)
"From a slumber..." (Ungaretti)
ReplyDeleteMoon or is it sand
dunes in my ey
e
slumber Coyote
against the wash
movement under
brush
each time piece.
Epifanio and Lalo Cura are having the conversation of all conversations. For Bolaño a bullet at the base of the skull would be a short and sweet exit. But I wonder. Time dilates in a crisis, as we know. Maybe it dilates as we lay dying too—a crisis to end, literally, all crises. And maybe sensation—pleasure or pain—becomes a thousand times more intense, even if it’s just for a scintilla, an immeasurable bit of time. I don’t know. Sobre esto no hay certitud.
ReplyDeleteLullabye alarm clock
ReplyDeletedissolves the boundary
between this
that
the other
not seeming
physical
rule?
Not a question
memory water
everywhere
in the desert
the place
inhabited
by mummies
faces
smoother
scent
dog breath
sage
creosote
bits
of it
here and there.
I ´ve never heard the "certitud" word...:) thanks for using it!
ReplyDeleteThe crepuscular quietness of this piece is altogether uncanny.
ReplyDeleteAlways coming back to The Inbetween where the light is dry and the moon can't leave the morning's desert be. A place where the world is always prior to its disenchantment.
Another eye-opener.
ReplyDeleteTom,
ReplyDeleteJohnny likes the coyote photo best.
"I always dream the same dream at the same time."
9.14
light coming into fog against invisible
top of ridge, sparrow calling on branch
in foreground, sound of wave in channel
one was of the other, being
because given with it
after it was, were when one
more and more, called
green shoulder of ridge across channel,
cormorant flapping across toward point
I was glad to hear
ReplyDelete"the poor don't lie
to one another"
and something about
being in it all together--
spoken in the Leopard Man
to the girl
looking at the birds
saying she had forgotten
she had seen them
before
spilled corn meal
not offering enough
looking
under the bridge for him
not enough
will never do
was stupid too
that's where he ate grass
silly fool
and drank water that dripped
from the ceiling
as all prophets tend to do.