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The Magpie on the Gallows: Pieter Bruegel the Elder, 1568 (Hessisches Landmuseum, Darmstadt)
Before the Law stands a doorkeeper on guard. To this doorkeeper there comes a man from the country and prays for admittance to the Law. But the doorkeeper says that he cannot grant admittance at the moment. The man thinks it over and then asks if he will be allowed in later. "It is possible," says the doorkeeper, "but not at the moment." Since the gate stands open, as usual, and the doorkeeper steps to one side, the man stoops to peer through the gateway into the interior. Observing that, the doorkeeper laughs and says: "If you are so drawn to it, just try to go in despite my veto. But take note: I am powerful. And I am only the least of the doorkeepers. From hall to hall there is one doorkeeper after another, each more powerful than the last. The third doorkeeper is already so terrible that even I cannot bear to look at him." These are difficulties the man from the country has not expected; the Law, he thinks, should surely be accessible at all times and to everyone, but as he now takes a closer look at the doorkeeper in his fur coat, with his big sharp nose and long, thin, black Tartar beard, he decides that it is better to wait until he gets permission to enter. The doorkeeper gives him a stool and lets him sit down at one side of the door. There he sits for days and years. He makes many attempts to be admitted, and wearies the doorkeeper by his importunity. The doorkeeper frequently has little interviews with him, asking him questions about his home and many other things, but the questions are put indifferently, as great lords put them, and always finish with the statement that he cannot be let in yet. The man, who has furnished himself with many things for his journey, sacrifices all he has, however valuable, to bribe the doorkeeper. The doorkeeper accepts everything, but always with the remark: "I am only taking it to keep you from thinking you have omitted anything." During these many years the man fixes his attention almost continuously on the doorkeeper. He forgets the other doorkeepers, and this first one seems to him the sole obstacle preventing access to the Law. He curses his bad luck, in his early years boldly and loudly; later, as he grows old, he only grumbles to himself. He becomes childish, and since in his yearlong contemplation of the doorkeeper he has come to know even the fleas in his fur collar, he begs the fleas as well to help him and to change the doorkeeper's mind. At length his eyesight begins to fail, and he does not know whether the world is really darker or whether his eyes are only deceiving him. Yet in his darkness, he is now aware of a radiance that streams inextinguishably from the gateway of the Law. Now he has not very long to live. Before he dies, all his experiences in these long years gather themselves in his head to one point, a question he has not yet asked the doorkeeper. He waves him nearer, since he can no longer raise his stiffening body. The doorkeeper has to bend low towards him, for the difference in height between them has altered much to the man's disadvantage. "What do you want to know now?" asks the doorkeeper; "you are insatiable." "Everyone strives to reach the Law," says the man, "so how does it happen that for all these many years no one but myself has ever begged for admittance?" The doorkeeper recognizes that the man has reached his end, and to let his failing senses catch the words, roars in his ear: "No one else could ever be admitted here, since this gate was made only for you. I am now going to shut it."
Franz Kafka: photographer unknown, before 1924
Franz Kafka: Der Prozess [The Trial], first edition cover, Berlin, 1925: photo by H.-P. Haack, 2008
Frank Kafka: Before the Law (Vor dem Gesetz), 1914, translated by Willa and Edwin Muir in The Penal Colony: Stories and Short Pieces, 1948
5 comments:
In the Bruegel, the bases of the gallows-posts upon which the magpie rests appear to be strangely misaligned, in defiance of the Law of Perspective. At the lower left, in the shadows, a man defecates, in defiance of the Law of Public Etiquette. But life goes on, and for the dancers, these are happy days. In the town in the river valley in the background, and in the castle above it, perhaps the Law is being mocked, or then again, perhaps it is being perspicuously observed.
This is terrible to read and look at. Despite (I think) the extravagant skill of the painting and the writing, they seem so naturalistic and so real. "I am only taking it to keep you from thinking you have omitted anything." The giving (followed by the taking) reminds me of my own principal professional catechism -- try to worry about everything all the time because the things you've worried about in advance cannot harm you. Mostly it works.
Curtis,
That is a wonderful and novel theory.
I have a variant: try not to worry about everything all the time, even while knowing this won't work and that everything you have worried about in advance will require more worrying later...
The theory had its origin in observing that people who get fired (at corporations in my case) rarely see it coming. The idea, therefore, is to try to anticipate everything "coming" all the time, making that into a kind of shield. As I said, it usually works. I cannot deny that your plan sounds healthier.
Well, Curtis, I wish I could call it a plan, but I fear that would be dignifying it unduly. (More like a sort of silent sniveling maybe.)
Your plan at least has a certain purpose, and a material result. Also, I detect a bit of courage in the mix.
Samuel Johnson observed that nothing concentrates the mind so well as knowing one is to be hanged in the morning.
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